Wow, so much seems to have happened with everyone's journals...I feel as if time has stopped on mine. Oh well, blame the extreme pile of homework we have. I can't seem to find enough time for anything else now. Everyone seems to have forgotten about me too.....
Even Roger seems kinda far from me lately...you know, I'm sure with all his work he has to do - prefect, classes, quidditch, everything. Although sometimes we eat together and I love those moments. I love you. :D
He bumped into me by the way. Ernie. Yea, I've been trying to ignore him as much as I can..although sometimes our eyes meet during dinner... But yeah, he bumped into me. I even dropped my glass of potion for potion class. Of course, it all sizzled off the ground. He was all fretful, he seemed shy and...sorry too. He apologized...but I didnt, no couldn't is a better word, say anything.
As he went down to pick up each and every piece of the glass he made me drop, I stared at his back..that I used to love so much....that I..maybe...miss. I dunno, after all, he totally ignored the whole summer, leaving me hung in the air.... He hasn't even told me why he did that. But I dont care. I shouldnt care, I've got Roger. Or..do I? I don't know anymore. I keep telling myself that I do, but he's so...far away these days. Thought being together in the same school would bring us closer but..is it happening? Hmmm...And even more, do I have a twin sister any more? No, I don't know anymore. Everythings slipping away....
As he rose up again and told me that he was going to throw the pieces away for me...I just...stared into his eyes...He..well, smiled apologetically...and told me he'll make up the potion for me. He said he'll have it done by 8pm. He said meet me at the staircase next to Ol' Sally Mackaroni's portrait. I don't know if I should go, but why didn't I say no I won't be there? Hmm, he even said he'll see me later, as if I, whether I want to go or not, will see him. Aye, I'm.......err....going?
Even Roger seems kinda far from me lately...you know, I'm sure with all his work he has to do - prefect, classes, quidditch, everything. Although sometimes we eat together and I love those moments. I love you. :D
He bumped into me by the way. Ernie. Yea, I've been trying to ignore him as much as I can..although sometimes our eyes meet during dinner... But yeah, he bumped into me. I even dropped my glass of potion for potion class. Of course, it all sizzled off the ground. He was all fretful, he seemed shy and...sorry too. He apologized...but I didnt, no couldn't is a better word, say anything.
As he went down to pick up each and every piece of the glass he made me drop, I stared at his back..that I used to love so much....that I..maybe...miss. I dunno, after all, he totally ignored the whole summer, leaving me hung in the air.... He hasn't even told me why he did that. But I dont care. I shouldnt care, I've got Roger. Or..do I? I don't know anymore. I keep telling myself that I do, but he's so...far away these days. Thought being together in the same school would bring us closer but..is it happening? Hmmm...And even more, do I have a twin sister any more? No, I don't know anymore. Everythings slipping away....
As he rose up again and told me that he was going to throw the pieces away for me...I just...stared into his eyes...He..well, smiled apologetically...and told me he'll make up the potion for me. He said he'll have it done by 8pm. He said meet me at the staircase next to Ol' Sally Mackaroni's portrait. I don't know if I should go, but why didn't I say no I won't be there? Hmm, he even said he'll see me later, as if I, whether I want to go or not, will see him. Aye, I'm.......err....going?
